Daily rants
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
9:21 AM
let me get this right first. hello??? pls ask for the reason first before you accuse me ok? maybe it is my fault. no one is perfect. including me. and even if i am in the wrong, i might not even know.
i really don't know what i should do. you ask me to call you. i called. at least i called. even for a few mins. but what i turned out to be... all those sighing, etc etc. mostly everything. i am the one talking. yeah, maybe you did not feel like talking. then say! i feel as if i am forcing you to talk. and i swear thats not the case. is it? i don't understand. long time ago, i guess, when you were with him, you think i am avoiding you... because i scared he mind. but thats not the case. i don't want to be so extra. like a bulb. then end of last year. you say you know what i was thinking. but its not! its something else.
i also look forward to it. but it will always remain blank. nothing appear. and i was like... huh, again? it always happen that i can predict what will happen next...
don't change yourself because you think people want you to change. change because you feel that you want to change. do it yourself. and say sorry only if you feel that you are in the wrong. thinking that why you are always the one who are saying sorry. yeah.
i don't mind you telling me where i did wrong. because i would like to know. i really do. and if i think i am in the wrong i will 100% say sry.
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