Daily rants
Saturday, September 30, 2006
10:40 AM
haha. another post...
i am bored thats why...
had been lame. went to other people's blog. accidentaly click on to joelyn's blog through xui wei's link. haha. then pop out that window that have to type the name...
haha. somehow i click ok or cancel. gosh. haha. anyway, then i went into her blog. amazing. haha.
hey, its me. no worries:)) love... have a nice blog skin. haha. :DD
haha. was bored. closed my eyes to click on the link. lol. haha. lame huh? bored mah. cannot blame me. can't be bothered to sleep. haha. staring into space would be a better choice... hehes:o)
i even went to watch Tom And Jerry with my sis. haha. i ended laughing. its funny. haha. big baby! hehes:))
tts all i guess. nothing much also. sighhh...
its sun. tmr, another school day. time flies know...:/
sighhhhhhh...^.^
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9:59 AM
miss my blog entry? anyone?>>> hehe=p
wanted to blog ytd de. but sis was using so long then i couldn't take it anymore so i went to lie on the bed. gosh... and i fall asleep! i have been really tired these few days. took naps in the afternoon and i sleep early at night. and i did not do anything revision. gosh. :( lol.
i was like shocked.
i didn't know how to react.
smile? so i just walked away --->
i was like omg, is it true. but i didn't want to think so much. I DID NOT WANT TO...
read your blog in school.
i cried. gosh.
i was blur these few days.
like that day. teacher let us use the com after the presentation for SBL so i decided to read blogs. ( presentation was like... omg. i was nervous. my heart was like beating super fast. and i read directly... omg!!!>>> )
haha. amazing... i did not even know i cry until i finish reading that entry.
haha. blur right? hehe:p
i what i am doing. i did not regret.
somehow i did not have faith in us...
maybe it was few days ago ('s) feeling and thoughts. i really hope.
after so much that happen around me...
i am scared. lost. i did not know what i should or should not do.
everytime i expected you to do something, everytime i look forward to what will be happening next...
it all turn out to be a dissapoinment.
yeah. so this is what i feel.
maybe there are much more things i feel about... but i just don't know how to type it here...:( yeah.../
hmmmmmmmm. i am going nuts. thinking and thinking. my brain cells are reaching the limit... i still need to save some, no, a lot for exams! haha. omg. how?
i am bored these few days... real bored. i am going crazy very soon. the minute i look at books, i can see stars above my head... haha. cartoon huh? hehe.
erica: haha. your surprise you gave me was sweet. i can taste it. i can feel it. and it will be kept in my heart for ever and ever. there is one from me___________!!!***',> love you darling.
gosh. scared that i might not write my name on the chinese compo paper. gosh. my heart stop... :///
Hui Wen msg me on Fri... a relieve. but i really scared. shock rather:/
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
10:16 AM
so its ummmmmmmm... 1 o'clock like that alr. and i am not sleeping yet. whao. haha. shows that i am not that pig afterall:))
haha. today is a noraml saturday. woke up and eat. then went downtown to buy KFC. LOL. then a while later went to grandma hse. haha. spent my time watching tv. the duno what... " tou tou ai shang ni ". quite nice la. in the sense that its a idol show. then i tape that I NOT STUPID TOO...
went to buy a lot of tibits. so i can eat next week!!! hehe__
then went to Bukit Timah to eat prawn mee. haha. 1st time i see prawn mee 5 bucks like tt. but it is super nice and delicious... mamamia!!! dad jolly well bring me there again and i am gonna eat the crab... haha.
then came home. 10++ alr. time flies. watch that show we taped. laugh and laugh. so funny can? can't stop myself from laughing:)) everyone at home must be thinking that i have gone nuts. crazy. haha:D
so tts all i guess.
AND I DID 6 QUESTION OF MATHS TODAY! SO proud of myself!!! haha:DDDDD 1st time i did so much!!! claps*** haha:))
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Friday, September 22, 2006
8:31 AM
i miss my blog so much. haha. its been a long time since i blogged.
exam is really coming nearer and nearer and i haven really revised yet. gosh.
hmmmmm...
nothing much happen these few days.
watched the E;S and R&J. haha. suprisingly, it still happen to be nice to watch although i knew what is going to happen next la... haha...
hmmmm. trying to find ppl who can lend me the sec1 theory book. but sadly none had a undone one... lol. sad case. haha.
was rather tired these few days. with things that cannot be solved... so troublesome. eeeeeeeew. haha.
just tag on xin jie and 2/5's blog. haha. nthing better to do.
oh. teachers are mad. still haven finish 2 ppt. CME nad D&T. lol. no time alr. hack it. anyhow do tts it. not tt impt afterall... opps, did i say tt???>>> =))
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
10:45 PM
finally i can blog. thanks to my retarded computer. it can't even start. so must use daddy's lap-top. hehees.
hai. exams are really driving very near. and i am really getting real worried. i am scared to fail. my subjects. maths, science, history, etc etc. omg. had a chat with miss chiam on Fri. after that, i was like shit. i was like crying la. then stand behind marrisa, scared she see:p hehees. guess miss chiam saw. haha. then later she tap me on my shoulder. haha. then that innocent xiu wei thought teacher scold me. lol. i so good girl, teacher won't scold me la...
haha. so i guess these is false alarm. hehess. but not that convincing yet...
hehee.
went out since morning. just reached home. ate a lot. ate CAVANA, YA KUN, New York pizza then all those at the MRT station there. lol. omg! a lot right. breakfast and lunch:))
xiuwei. is anything bothering you? its ok if you don't wish to tell. i won't force. but it seems that i don' understand what you are trying to say in the sms. i don't want to interpret - is it spell like this? haha. back... anyway, ummmmmmm, its good to be positive you know??? haha. *winks* hehes. be positive and your life will be very colourful. don't make any sense huh? hehes. english fail la. so must ti liang a bit. hehes.:)))
anyone wantchig that two lit movies??? :))
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Friday, September 08, 2006
9:51 AM
its time to say good bye. to my beloved holidays. i hate it. i don't want to go to school. i have not done my holidays homework. argh! i tried. i did not work at all! gosh. and the exams is like so near... and i can't even get myself to study. i din do much but watching tv and blogging... online, etc etc > hai. how i wish i am born smart. hehe. =p I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK! SOMEONE HELP PLS!!!~~~ shit.
and the history project is not done yet. msg xinyan abt the thing. response from the rest. only yanyee reply. i told xinyan. no reply. this is driving me real nuts! i am in a mental case now. nothing i can do seems to go smoothly. maybe thats the reason for not being able to study? or maybe its just an excuse...
okok. its like 1 in the morning? ok... i am watching you-tube! offline soon le la! goodnight in a few mins time.
TATA!!!:))
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
8:53 PM
today... i decided to blog!
i just woke up. whoo! so late. sis went out...
so... i am bored and i came online and i read blogs and i tagged! whaoo... i am good right? haha.
so Steve Irwin died. i was rather slow actually. until sis told me and i went to see the news. i don't read the papers so i feel... omg! why didn't i know about this... omg. so its because of that stingray yeah? evil stingray! went to kids central and they view the ad: " thanks for your contributions "... it is really sad to hear about that news la! omgomgomgomgomgomg!!!
i was wondering if i am thinking too much or not or is it really true...://
i did not know what i am really thinking (actually)...:p
maybe it is just me.:/
but the feelings have been there a lot a lot of times and it somehow gets stronger and stronger...:(
maybe it will never be back... no matter how hard i or you try.:(
i guess there will have no cure at all.:(
whenever i stand down there, i will feel lost and my mind just drift away. and i can't speak a thing.:(
but it does not really happens everytime. but when this don't happen, i am trying hard to talk. sadly, i am talking rubbish...:(
i wonder why it ended here.:(
even if you care, there is no use.:(
i don't believe anymore.:(
maybe i should not bother anymore.:(
okok! haha. feeling better now;)
i am still sick. how wonderful this is.
hmmmmm. the History is not done yet, SBL on the way! hai. driving me nuts! argh~@#%&(
i will still going to be me. the mad and retarded BLUR (by that queen yanyee of mine:) ) me! and this will never change... ~lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~
love you ppl ok>? must feel the glory! hehhs. see you soon. real soon! :))
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Monday, September 04, 2006
6:58 PM
so well. i am going to have my afternoon spent in school. how wonderful huh? but this is gonna be the last day and i will be able to enjoy the following 3 days and i am gonna have to be back in school! haha:)
was late ytd. cause... i also don't know actually:pp hehe. then i was like flying to school already! hehe... lol. then met edwin. send me a msg say that i walk so slow, late already. haha. he is ... haha. funny?
ok. hehs. i was like smiling to myself can? i was thinking what brought you ppl to say that. thinking and wondering:p
fine. ytd was a day when everyone seem to be in a good mood. sis went crazy, dad was super nice. i love my dad! and my young sis. she rocks too! :)) watch tv the whole day. even after bathing! so i din touch books again. hai/// anyway, tts not the point la. the point is... ytd was F U N ~~~!!! haha:D
so. today, cg will be starting at 10. and i decided not to go. will go to sch only later. 2 hours more! argh. i wanted to go. but yingxuan also not goiing, got extra lesson. only going in the noon. in tt case, i go only finding trouble for myself! hehe...
my nose is dropping. running away very soon. and my throat is killing me. argh~$@%^^&**()(___+
IT training... omg. if only i had a choice. I WON'T GO AT ALL! boring. but can use the internet at the same time:)
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Friday, September 01, 2006
9:11 PM
Yeah. I can officially welcome my sweetest September holiday! whee! haha. Its so fun staying at home. relaxing. recharging my battery and chatting online, blogging, talking... etc. but after a few days. it will turn bored. oh well, as least i do not need to go to school. so tiring! hai. :/
oh well. yesterday. after logging off from msn, i went to complete my SBL project top- up machine. shit. and i forgot how it actually look like. i am getting old. haha. then it was all fine. spent about like 1 and a half hours darwing the net and designing it. just because of that stupid penknife. it ruin it. argh!!!~!@#$ my EFFORT! gosh! stupod me. i went to use the centre of the cardboard causing me to have no more space for another round of machine after the ruin one. i was loike so frustrated. gosh. i was like argh. wanted to wait for sis to come home to help. but she went air port to study! hai. if only i am not sick! i wish. but its good la. no need study. haha. for the time being only. haha. i threw the cardboard away. tried finding another one. but i can't. hai. then i was feeling tired. i wonder why. so i sat on the sofa. i dozed off...
woke up an hour later i guess. maybe 2. haha. then i started walking around the house doing nothing. played the piano. for like 1 hours+ then its tv time. then eat while watching... all the way till 11. Ghost whisperer. haha. then went to bathe. sis not back yet. said she will be late. very late. haha. then i went ot sleep. haha. was like sleeping and sleeping. haha. wonder... i can actually do it! haha.
then dad said he wanted to talk to me. at abt 9 last night. i was like. " huh? " then he asked me to take a look at a " card " there was an i-pod in it. a picture i mean. he said he wanted to get me one. i was like. omg... haha. dad, you rock man!!! haha :)) love you:))
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