Daily rants
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
8:39 AM
feel so relax. no cg. this fri then got... good! haha:D
ok. hmmmmm. nothing much happen these few days. sick, see the doc. and it cost like 70+? haha. and that cg concert. we won the dressing prize i think. skills like shit! haha. >.<''/ but well... at least the effort and money put in have not gone into waste:) and we were make to put on make up and tie two pony-tails. omg. i look like some mad person can??? haha. i am forced to!!! lol. and the make-up. ended washing my face like mad. didn't ate finish the rice. can't eat and the seniors kept asking us to faster. lol! *.*
xiu wei [pig] ...
wa... you wrote that thing on your blog is so SMALL! my eyes are like getting blind can? omg! haha. anyway, you back from your trip le. good to hear from you?>>>
chat? anytime. hotline is on 24/7. i guess> anyway, yeah, i guess thats all. did i miss out on anything? cannot think le la. its like 1+ le. brain cells drying up...
okok...
good night to everyone.
mummy and daddy... thanks for all you have done for me. i hope you will be reading my blog. i love you all. always:)-wanna skate?-
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
4:26 PM
ok! i am up so early! haha. not exactly la. cause i did not sleep the whole night? sad case right? i whats wrong with me? i am sick again! so sian. whole day on the sofa and bed. then now? can't even sleep. hai. i better get well tmr. at least so much so much better. if not i will be like fainting during the concert la. haha. can imagine? must try to sleep, later not enough then became panda.
its like so early? so no one is online except for mr ng. yeah.
can't imagine how i will look tmr. maybe a mad person la. must tie my hair like those
plaits? < correct not huh? :p > gosh. how i wish i can don't go. we will be looking like farmers and this is real bad. *faint* worst still. expect me to tie my hair like barbie dolls ar? haiyo... [>_<]
monday. sis helped me to submit my appeal form:) thanks. so i walked towards the mrt station then she cycled there. haha. appeal to 3/9. no way can appeal to 3/8 lor. nvm. better then 3/10. must take lit! gosh. i DON'T WANT to do lit! :'( hai...
also not sure if appeal will get in not...
anyway. yeah, then we met there. locked the bike and went to expo. for the food fair and the what asian children book fair? for ruii. but end on sun. hai. then went to foodfair. last year or the previous one is better. yeah.
guess i will end here. bb:)
-wanna skate?-
Sunday, November 19, 2006
12:45 AM
haha. came home a while ago. went to eat japanese food. buffet. haha. the food there is nice la! haha.
fri. dad bought a bike for ruii. so excited to see her ride but the two wheels at the back is spoilt! haha. lol. so wait. maybe later will go down to try it out. =))
sat. went to grandma house. sis was like a mad woman on the bus. then her junior said hi when he was about to alight. gosh. sis was like. HI!!! haha. so funny. i was laughing. luck me. i was sitting inside. if not i would have roll off the bus le! haha.
thurs. went to sch for er-hu and to check my class. i was like so nervous. but the results make me suffer from a heart attack. haha. i was in 3/10/ oh_oh_ gosh. i did not take that under my choice! and how can they make me take lit!!! i am going to burst. gosh. poh ling ask me to appeal. xiu wei ask me to appeal also. haha. not that i don't want to. but its rather hard. but no harm trying right? haha. any objections. geeeeee. lol. anyway. i am going to study real hard next year. so much so i would like to get in to the 1st class. its IMPOSSIBLE! haha. no point. but 2nd class subjects is SO MUCH BETTER than the 3rd one! LIT! no way man!!! argh!!! appeal! yes. poh ling sms ytd to ask me go appeal. lol. i was like... huh? the girl is me ar??? haha. lol. thats all ppl! loves:))
-wanna skate?-
12:03 AM
<<< to you >>>
i am sorry that i treated you so coldly the other day and did not let you have a chance to talk. i am sorry.
yeah. you did msg me. i did not reply. you also never reply me. even if you reply, its just a while only. you did say your bill burst. but how true is that? its not only a few times you did not reply but its like almost always! and i really getting real tired. i waited for your msg. since last year. the msg you sent to me make me smile to myself. i really enjoy msging you. thats why that time you msg me, i did not reply. i did not know how to reply. and i not sure if i should or not. it always appear to me that when you never reply, you are busy or its just that you don't want to. because your bill burst. yeah. and about the letter. i really can't remember about it. i remember the last two letters you wrote to me was in a red envelope. one of it was with candy. i really did not realise that i did not reply your letter.
yeah. sometimes i really want to join you guys in your outings. but sometimes i rerally CAN'T MAKE IT. its not everytime. sometimes its just that i don't feel like. i don't want. and this is something that you cannot force me to turn up or not. yes. almost all of the outings i did not go. for that i am sorry. truely.
and i did not say i never ever appreciate all of these. i feel so happy that at least you all did ask me if i want to join you all or not.
i also don't know what had happened. i did change. but when a person change its hard to see for themselves. agree?
yes. i still hope that miracle will happen soon...
i am still happy to know that i am still your special friend. and you still wished to tell me your problems. share with me your happiness and your sadness.
i still hope that i can still tell you thing about myself. the msg you sent to me and the letters you spent time to decorate and write to me that always never fail to make me smile. those madness we both shared together. yeah... :)-wanna skate?-
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
9:40 AM
tmr need to go to sch. for practice. only er hu! extra. actually 9 to 5 de. but tonight sms me say its 8 to 12:) yeah!!! so happy. haha. then must pay $$. haha. don't know for what. will say only tmr... yeah. i am so nervous. i really want to knopw which class i can get in. i applied for 1 E5 de. but i don't think can. i prefer science so much better then those history, blah blah. haha. told sis. she say she will see me after her school end. after cg i guess. haha. thanks ar!!! :) hmmmmmm. scared. icy cold. anyone who will be going to school tmr? haha.
went to play with sis everyday, almost la. so fun. i was like laughing all the way back home. mental case. haha. so bored. watch tv everyday. watch the princess hours last last week. finish le. so nice. so touching. i cried. luck sis did not see. if not she going to suan me until i cry. cos she cry also then i tease her so much!!! naughty me! =pp haha. nvm la. but i am still watching it on tv. it still make me smile. the next show also nice. watch le. sis and me also cry a lot alot of times. flooded le! haha. lol. yeah. all the best for the results:)
erica: you can do it de. all the best and way to go darling!!! loves:))
-wanna skate?-
9:21 AM
let me get this right first. hello??? pls ask for the reason first before you accuse me ok? maybe it is my fault. no one is perfect. including me. and even if i am in the wrong, i might not even know.
i really don't know what i should do. you ask me to call you. i called. at least i called. even for a few mins. but what i turned out to be... all those sighing, etc etc. mostly everything. i am the one talking. yeah, maybe you did not feel like talking. then say! i feel as if i am forcing you to talk. and i swear thats not the case. is it? i don't understand. long time ago, i guess, when you were with him, you think i am avoiding you... because i scared he mind. but thats not the case. i don't want to be so extra. like a bulb. then end of last year. you say you know what i was thinking. but its not! its something else.
i also look forward to it. but it will always remain blank. nothing appear. and i was like... huh, again? it always happen that i can predict what will happen next...
don't change yourself because you think people want you to change. change because you feel that you want to change. do it yourself. and say sorry only if you feel that you are in the wrong. thinking that why you are always the one who are saying sorry. yeah.
i don't mind you telling me where i did wrong. because i would like to know. i really do. and if i think i am in the wrong i will 100% say sry.
-wanna skate?-
Friday, November 03, 2006
10:22 AM
you are so special to me.
you are the only person who is always there for me when i needed it most.
for that, i am really grateful to have you in my life.
i might not be as good as others. but i seriously hope that i can be there for you like how you were there for me.
i love you loads.
i am really touched by all the words you said to me, all that you have done for me.
those little slips of papers wishing me luck for my test and exams, you made for me. even if you are so busy.
you cared for me. and lend me the shoulder to cry and lean on.
you are so special to me that you are not just only my best friend.
i can always share my problem with you.
you make me feel that there is actually someone who cares.( besides my parents la:p )
i can always count on you as my one and only... SPECIAL PERSON. MY BEST FRIEND:)
I LOVE YOU:DDi am not the one. i won't be bothered anymore. all of it are deleted. i won't want it back anymore. since i don't mean a thing in your heart... why must i care. whatever you say. i can't be bothered. all are lies. i won't bother and i won't like this meaningless thing affect me anymore. not a single moment.
haha. i get over you! yeah. next year. will be a new year. new everything. and new goals.:) i'm awaiting--->
i will count down... will be fun! hehehehehehehehe:DD
-wanna skate?-
10:21 AM
oh no. i posted so many...
tt was for sun's...
didn't get to post it successfully. so i shall post it now!!!haha. next___>
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