Daily rants
Sunday, November 19, 2006
12:03 AM
<<< to you >>>
i am sorry that i treated you so coldly the other day and did not let you have a chance to talk. i am sorry.
yeah. you did msg me. i did not reply. you also never reply me. even if you reply, its just a while only. you did say your bill burst. but how true is that? its not only a few times you did not reply but its like almost always! and i really getting real tired. i waited for your msg. since last year. the msg you sent to me make me smile to myself. i really enjoy msging you. thats why that time you msg me, i did not reply. i did not know how to reply. and i not sure if i should or not. it always appear to me that when you never reply, you are busy or its just that you don't want to. because your bill burst. yeah. and about the letter. i really can't remember about it. i remember the last two letters you wrote to me was in a red envelope. one of it was with candy. i really did not realise that i did not reply your letter.
yeah. sometimes i really want to join you guys in your outings. but sometimes i rerally CAN'T MAKE IT. its not everytime. sometimes its just that i don't feel like. i don't want. and this is something that you cannot force me to turn up or not. yes. almost all of the outings i did not go. for that i am sorry. truely.
and i did not say i never ever appreciate all of these. i feel so happy that at least you all did ask me if i want to join you all or not.
i also don't know what had happened. i did change. but when a person change its hard to see for themselves. agree?
yes. i still hope that miracle will happen soon...
i am still happy to know that i am still your special friend. and you still wished to tell me your problems. share with me your happiness and your sadness.
i still hope that i can still tell you thing about myself. the msg you sent to me and the letters you spent time to decorate and write to me that always never fail to make me smile. those madness we both shared together. yeah... :)
-wanna skate?-