Daily rants
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
10:05 PM
its gonna be another tiring day tmr. back to school! how time flies...
ytd went to eat steamboat for lunch. then fetch the maid home then off we went to tm. bought kind of "many" stuff la. a bag for mummy_ sis. and the shirts for dad and many others... whao> was really fun ytd. seeing the parade when we reached home. WE WERE LATE. the parade started already! went downstairs to the function room. so, eastvale is going to have a new look i guess! haha. then up we went to watch singapore idol. and went on watching the following shows including the news!!! well, tt was for mummy and daddy. but we just enjoyed the parade. real nice. when gong shi jia sang the song. MY ISLAND HOME! its real nice giving me a very warm feeling. haha. ate pizza for dinner! whao. expanding ---> (=.-)~
tmr... is the lit test thing yet i cannot remember my lines. i am really nervous. sis tried to help. it did works but i am still very nervous la> =( i am just scared.=//
so, i found out abt it. it really hurts when i know the some1 actually din keep their promise. it really seems tt i am being traeted like a fool. i wonder. since last night. i din know what to do. the reply i get is just too shocking! i wonder at times. am i over too sensitive. but all i ask for is just the basic trust. i did it. i told you. thinking tt i can trust you. but what it turned out to be. a cut. something tt is so deep tt it cannot even be healed. the trust i given you affected me so much tt i cannot ever possibly hand it over to anyone. i regret, i really do...
argh. the feeling really feel terrible. is it worth? shit.~!@#$^&*())_+`@#$^*(__^%&*`
anyway, what ever it is, :)) stay happy and tts all :))
oh yeah/ i forgot. its all over. from top to bottom. (fill in the blanks) will nvr be revealed because, the feelings is not there! yippee. should i throw i party? haha=DDDDD
vivien, xiu wei and yanyee. i am sry. i won't be going. i need to rehearse. and i really want to say a big " sorry ". i really mean it! SORRY! ~~~
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