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Friday, July 28, 2006
11:03 PM

so, i didn't blog yesterday. no mood. was dead tired.
yesterday was my birthday! yeah. so i had grown older by 1 year liao. sian. there is something wrong with me. all these years, i have been looking forward to my very own, once in a year birthday. but this year i went to school feeling scared and nervous. excited, a bit ba. first thing i got was a pitch from Abital. it hurts man! haha. and two big hugs from Abital and Rubez. haha. i feel loved by two of them. then on thursday. when it turn 12 o'clock. i din expect any one to sms me. but weii twinnie, serene msg me to tell me happy birthday. gosh. i was about to cry. so sweet of her. and sis told me that she had slept and she set alarm just to wake up and send this msg to me. i was super touched. that makes my night sweet :) thanks:)
but sis is still the 1st to wish me. haha. she stays with me mah! she shy shy, din't want to sing the song to me. so she record it down i gave it to me. * i still treasure it in my phone * huggies. that night, i was loved...
the next morning, woke up and saw xiu wei's msg. i will be happy, cos in a life time, i met this pig. :))
this birthday was different, many many changes. i wished daddy happy birthday too for the 1st time in the morning. i was happy. i drop on the way, they were about to be late! and walked to school. sis was like asking me why why why. haha. cartoon. so i msg her.:) then in school. Abital, Rubez was like sorry for not getting a present. i was like. oh, never mind. its the thoughts that counts. at least you did wish me :)) i appreciate it. XinJie too. love you guys man!
birthday in school was scary. Abital kept saying i feel sad not recieving anything. tsk. hai. its ok darling. knowing you and being a friend with you makes me happy. it dosen't matter if you gave me anything. :) serious. school was really bored. i was so sian on the stairs. sleepy and tired. i cried. super sian. i can't wait for CG to be over. at least i can meet my sis at TM. haha. so time passed very slowly...
CG is finally over! i went to TM as fast as i can. sis and serene waited for me for like hours. 12+ to 5? sorry. =/ then serene gave me this chocolate. cool. haha. sis bought a a=cnady-machine and loads of chocolate and sweets for me. she spent 20+ on it. i am dying. fat fat liao. haha. that machine is so nice. :) got piggy bank also. so cute. want me to save more $. yeah. i will. save hard and making your birthday the best one:)) then went there with elissa. talk talk talk. with sis and serene too. whee. the serene went home after giving me the present. then off we went to shop. sis leg nearly break. haha.=p then walk walk walk. finally, went to OP and bought shirt. cool. nice nice. i choose. of course la. the ppl there are nice too :)
then went to grab a bite and walk somemore. went to "MoNtIp" to buy things. wanted to buy hairbands... lol. then took a bus back. crowded. a guy sat beside me. squeeze in./ shit. talk on the phone. I CAN'T SLEEP! tsk tsk.
went home, online, watch tv, uncle came over, and watch more tv and bath loh! whee. then the birthday cake arrived! feel loved, all sadness fade away bringing joy to me... i love you daddy, mummy , ruii and my beloved best friend and sis. weii:) then the cake was so nice but i brush teeth le so i din eat. was nice. 60+ cake. whao... then present time. sis hold the plastic bag from op and brought it to the hall. i thought she was lame wanting to give me again. oh well. gave dad the present. and for mine. sis gave me all the present and on top of that, a wallet appear. so it was bought when i was changing she ask the person to hand it to her so fast that i din notice. i was so touched and happy. * sis told me if i cry on my birthday then ______ oh. is it true. you din tell me earlier. =./* argh~!@#$^%. then wanted to wait till 12 then slp at least wait for my day to be over but i ended up sleeping with my specs on! haha... newae, thanks a lot. i love you! muackies. sisters and family forever! wo men wan sui!

so for today. woke up late todat. then xiu wei called ask me if i at home. weird. then i saw the msg. slow ar me! the at abt duno what time sis brought me down. i was scared. then xiu wei gave me the present and this big big card. came with steph, her bf?. haha. i din noe. shocked! nvm. the the card was done by pris, xiu wei and her mummy. was touched. i din noe what to do. really. then xiu wei ask me to go down town to celebrate with them for jollene. i din want. no reason. neay, mum will be going to grandma house, 3, 4+. i go there also nothing to do. so extra. so forget it. i rather saty at home. after all there is nothing i can do what. haha. =)
then at home, i called xiu wei's home to thank auntie. i guess her mum wrote the chinese words! haha. pro huh>? hehe. then talk for i 2 mins then bye bye. thanks ppl. i appreciate it. special thanks to weii! haha =))
xiu wei: the present you gave is really nice. i will keep it and treasure it de! thanks:))

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Life is full of lots of up and downs
but the distance feels further
when it's headed for the ground
and there's nothing more painful
than to let your feeling's take you down
It's so hard to know
the way you feel inside
when there's many thoughts
and feelings that you hide
but you might feel better
if you let me walk with you
by your side
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
when you need
a friend to rely on
and the whole world is gone
you won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
you won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
when everything is wrong
and you're feeling like
there's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
and carry on
Side by side
with you till the end
I'll always be the one
to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whold world is gone, You won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
You'll have my shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely on
When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
And when the whole world's gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on



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